[Strange Fruit]

Jun 02

In an utterly amazing way, preferably.

In an utterly amazing way, preferably.

(Source: nyorks, via irie-vibes)

She’s getting my naps in order. That’s love. (Taken with instagram)

She’s getting my naps in order. That’s love. (Taken with instagram)

Jun 01

“Every day in my life is a part of my history, and I’ve worked really hard on my career and my life. So I make sure I wouldn’t be upset if somebody saw me.” — Beyonce (on if she goes out without makeup)

May 30

The new plan.

The new plan.

(Source: upliftedvibrations)

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thoughtsunrefined replied to your post: When it comes to relationships now…
I’m going through the same thing, pretty much being insecure. I wasn’t this way. I don’t know why all of a sudden I’m doing this unconsciously. It sucks b/c its putting a strain on things.

You’re right about that. It seems that the more extensive my relationship history gets, the more this becomes an issue. And it’s even harder when your dealing with a person who doesn’t/can’t/won’t understand… I’ve decided to just refrain from letting anything potentially problem-causing leave my mouth to keep the peace. I’ll keep my crazy on the inside.

Lesson Learned:

If you want to keep the peace

…don’t open your mouth.

Sometimes.

queennubian:

belovelyessence:

Sometimes I just want more.

Sometimes I just don’t see enough.

Sometimes its just not the right time.

Quoted for TRUTH.


Sometimes I don’t love you anymore

Sometimes I’m in love with you

Sometimes I think I am going mad

Sometimes I do…..

-E. Badu

(via soaringaboveitall)

May 29

Glasses + locs + lip color + boobs = LOVE

Glasses + locs + lip color + boobs = LOVE

(Source: empressmo, via queennubian)

May 28

Starting to feel like a nuisance…

to everyone.

I’ll just excuse myself.

I hate my terrible need for attention/affection.

soaringaboveitall:

It fucks up a lot of things in my life.

I think I know what Audrey Hepburn meant in her quote “I have a need for affection and a terrible need to give it,” or something like that.

It’s hard being in a relationship with me needing constant attention and affection and her…well…I’m only gonna speak on my behalf.

Am I wrong for always wanting attention/affection?

Am I wrong for wanting my partner to give me the amount of affection/attention that I so desperately want?

I always feel like I am…and I don’t think that’s how it’s supposed to be.

I just don’t like being ignored.

I don’t like being distanced.

It’s not that I like clingy-ness,

I just want you to want me as much as I want you.

Is that too much to ask?

This is all too familiar….

When it comes to relationships now…

I’m super paranoid.

Everything sets me off, makes me nervous.

I over analyze everything

I worry constantly

(is she bored with me? am i doing too much? is there someone else? did i upset her? is she lying to me? why didn’t she call me back? who is she out with? what is she doing?)

And it’s totally irrational…

It’s exhausting

I feel crazy and stalkerish

I think it’s because I’ve been caught off guard so many times

Usually from the last person I would expect, too.

I swear I never had such a guard up before

Now it’s 20 feet tall.

I don’t want to be this way

Being prepared to be hurt is torture….

And I can’t wait until I don’t have to feel this way anymore.

“I am a hard person to love but when I love, I love really hard.” — Tupac Shakur (via lover-root)

(Source: seductionisdestruction, via lover-root)

cleanse

lover-root:

so i’m in a place right now where i wanna get rid of everything

but being a creator means being a hoarder. how do i throw something away when there’s an iota of chance that i may possibly use in something??

i can’t risk it. but i am so tired of this clutter. i have too many clothes that dont fit and i wouldn’t wear of they did. too much yarn, shoes, paint brushes.

i need clarity!